Me Take 2!

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  • I Finally Knew I Would Be OK

    I have had cancer twice. I call my Melanoma Cancer 1.0 and my Breast Cancer 2.0. I may refer to each one of them that way. Anyways, this also has had an influence on my guilt of leaving my religion and that is what this post will be about. For years, well even decades, I…

  • The Patriarchal Blessing

    I am jumping ahead a few years to the age of 14-ish. I honestly don’t remember the exact age but it was around then. This was also the time that I really started to lash out and skip church. This day was the escalation of that. I knew something wasn’t right. This day was the…

  • The first real mental struggle

    I didn’t always hate going to church. I loved going and hanging out with my friends. I liked the primary songs when I was young but I hated it when they made me sing in front of the congregation and I really hated it when they would ask me to do a “talk” and speak…

  • Starting to talk about it.

    I have sat to write posts so many times and I always find myself thinking about things but not actually writing. I push it off that I am busy but I seem to have some sort of barrier to sit down and write. This is a lot to process and has taken nearly 50 years…

  • Social Media Purge

    I probably sound like a broken record talking about my social media (SM) purge but, this was literally the best thing I ever did because it was so draining mentally it turned into a physical drain as well. I do miss seeing pictures and vacations and stuff of my friends but that literally was less…

  • It all starts with me.

    I have been watching and listening to a lot of laws of attraction and positive affirmations etc. lately. I have been needing to change my attitude because I have noticed, BIG TIME, that it is affecting my whole entire family. When Mamma is uptight it seems the whole house is uptight. I have also noticed…