Tag: mental struggle

  • Don’t Look Outside Your Cult!

    When I was younger I had friends from all the friend groups, the parking lot “F” dudes and “F” chicks, the “Preppies,” the “Goths,” and the “Jocks.” I was and am pretty opened minded when it comes to people. My church friends would be nice to me at face value and some of them would…

  • I Finally Knew I Would Be OK

    I have had cancer twice. I call my Melanoma Cancer 1.0 and my Breast Cancer 2.0. I may refer to each one of them that way. Anyways, this also has had an influence on my guilt of leaving my religion and that is what this post will be about. For years, well even decades, I…

  • The first real mental struggle

    I didn’t always hate going to church. I loved going and hanging out with my friends. I liked the primary songs when I was young but I hated it when they made me sing in front of the congregation and I really hated it when they would ask me to do a “talk” and speak…